Just for You - VI

When I ate today at noon
All I could think about was you
Wishing you was here to do what you do
Wishing I could feed you with my spoon
Hoping someday I'll see your smile again

I don't know if I can take all this pain
Knowing that I am here and you are there
Thinking about the times we had and will not have

You are the best there ever was and will be
There is nothing to explain you, but lovely
Even when I was sad you made me happy

I just don't know what to do
I just hope one day, I get to see you

Just for You - V

This feeling of love that I have for you,
A feeling so strong, so special, so new.
You give me the gift of happiness each day,
Never have I known it could be this way.
You have given your love regardless of cost,
With my heart in your care, I will never be lost.
Or never again wonder what love really means,
For now I do know it means so many things.
Understanding and caring, through good times and bad,
Sharing emotions, should they be happy or sad.
Being there for each other through laughter or tears,
At each other's side for the rest of our years.
My only wish is to be with you, my love,
For each day I pray to the heavens above.
That you always remember my feelings for you.
A feeling so strong, so special, so new!

Just for You - IV

If you counted all the stars
And totaled them you see
They couldn't equal all the love
That's deep inside of me

And if you count the grains of sand
On deserts far and wide
You'd find the number couldn't match
The love I feel inside

And if you lived a million years
You'd never, ever see
A love as strong as mine, my dear
A love that's meant to be

I'll count my blessing every day
And thank the Lord above
For giving me a precious gift
He gave to me your love

Just for You - III

I call for you
You are not there
I look for you
You are gone
I need you
You don't want me

Am I so awful that you can not find a place for my love
You won my heart, and it's yours

Instead of loveing, careing, and protecting my love
You twist and turn it into a object you play with at will
Torturing, teasing and molesting my love
Not thinking twice of what you have done
No matter what you say or do you can not change the damage that is done.

You have taken my innocence.
Replaced it with distrust and suspicion.

Just for You - II

Yesterday you opened my eyes,
you had me beleive that you were only telling lies.
As my heart fell to the ground
and the tears begin to roll,
It made me feel like i was never whole.

This pain i feel i try very
hard to forget.
But yes i am scared of what will happen next.
I have forgiving you as my day has went on.
my heart it bleed as we spoke on the phone.

The tears they rolled down my face,
and every little evil thought
they had to be erased.
I knew i wanted to forgive you and i did it so fast,
I wondered if our relationship will ever last.

But here....here is my heart
i will leave it with you,
If you feel you can not protect it
just tell me and please be true.

You held out your hand when i was fallen over the cliff,
You pulled me up and my mind left only to drift.
I had thoughts of what am i really doing here,
When will it be our time?
or is it even near?

I dont want to hold on to something that is not there,
And my heart has no more room to share.
If you ever have the thought that we have no future together.
then let my hand go, let me mend and make this better.

Let me accept you as you are,
lets not make false dreams
that we both know are by far.
For the first time in a long time my heart has been torn.
and pain no more is what i have sworn.

Let us try and start a brand new day,
and please never again hurt my heart that way...

Just for You - I

Old memories are coming back to me
They're making me feel truly happy
Each little memory I treasure dearly
For they are about you,
a person I cherish ever so deeply.

In my sleepless solitude tonight,
I can't seem to keep you off my mind
I want to hug you with all my might
what I'd give just to have you
here with me through the night
If it's wrong to love you,
then I just don't want to be right.

Life is much better with you around
To my ear, your name is such a sweet sound
I was confused until you, I found
You lifted me up high from the ground.

My world was so lonely without you,
I haven't noticed the sky's shade of blue.
Everything seemed ordinary before you
But now that you're here,
I see the world in a nice different view

And now, all I want to say is Thank You..


I LOVE YOU..

Dard apana likh na paaye...

Dard apana likh na paaye ungaliyaan jalati rahin
rasmo ke pehre mein dil ki chithiyaan jalati rahin
jindagi ki mehfilein sajati rahin har pal magar
mere kamare mein meri tanhaayiyaan jalati rahin
baarishon ke din gujaare garmiyaan bhi kat gayi
puchh mat hamase ki kaise sardiyaan jalati rahi
tum toh baadal the hame tumse badi ummid thi
udd gaye bin barase tum bhi bastiyaan jalati rahi
dard apana likh na paaye ungaliyaan jalati rahin
rasmo ke pehre mein dil ki chithiyaan jalati rahin
dard apana likh na paaye ungaliyaan jalati rahin

.....

Jabse qareeb ho ke chale, zindagi se ham
Khud apne aaine ko lage ajnabi se ham
Aankho ke deke roshni, gul kar diye charaag
Tang aa chuke hain waqt ki is dillagi se ham

Woh kaun hai jo paas bhi hai aur door bhi
Har lamha maangte hain kisi ko kisise bhi

Ehsaas ye bhi kam nahin jeene ke waaste
Har dard jee rahe hain tumhaari khushi se ham

Kuch door chalke raaste sab ek se lage
Mil-ne gaye kisi se mil-aaye kisi se ham

Kis mod par hayaat ne pahoncha diya hamein
Naaraaz hai ghamon se na khush hai khushi se ham...

raat aankhon main dhali palkon pe jugnu aaye
hum hawao ki tarah jaake use chu aaye
bas gayi hain mere ehsaas main ye kaisi mehak
koi khusbu main lagau teri khusbu aaye

usne chukar mujhe pathhar se phir insaan kiya
muddato baad mere aankh main aansu aaye
maine din raat khuda se yeh dua maangi thi
koi aahat na ho dar par mere jab tu aaye